So my husband and I made resolutions to go on a diet this year. I'm so depressed over my weight. In 2006 I had weight loss surgery. I lost 230 lbs. Over the last year or so I've gained 100 lbs back. I'm sickened by it. I want to be back in my size 12s. Not 18/20s. I'm so jealous of those who can just eat what they want and not worry. Why does food have to taste so good?
I'm a stress eater as well. Lord knows over the past few years I have been through enough of that to gain way more than 100 lbs back. I try to be strong and not let it get to me; but I lose that battle everytime.
It depressed me even more that my husbands starting weight yesterday was less than mine. Only by a few pounds....but still. I'm not supposed to weigh more than him. And of course he got up this morning and lost 3 lbs. Ugh!
But, I'm determined to do this. And I want to write about it. I'm logging my calories on MyFitnewsPal and hope to use this journal to get through the hard times and celebrate the good times.
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